HAYDEN ELIAS ÅSTRÖM
BASIC INFORMATION
Name: Hayden Elias ÅströmNicknames/Alias: Haydz, EliGender: MalePronouns: He/himSexual Orientation: BisexualAge: 22 yearsBirthday: July 14 1964Deathday (If Any): N/AZodiac Sign: CancerBirth Place: Linköping, SwedenCurrently Lives: Los Angeles, CANeighborhood: Vasastaden, Linkoping, SwedenReligion: None. He believes in God but doesn't confine himself to any specific religionNationality: Swedish RelationshipLanguage Spoken and Native Language: Swedish, English
FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND FOES
Immediate Family: Rose Åström (mother, 45), Oscar Åström (father, 60), David Åström (brother, 26)Distant Family: Lily (grandmother), Casper (grandfather, deceased)Parents Names: Rose, OscarIn Contact with Parents?: Yes, not in good termsUpbringing: Brought up in poor conditions, financially and environmentallySiblings: DavidNumber of Siblings: 1Relationship with Siblings: Great, still in contact after both siblings ran away from homeChildren: NoneBest Friend(s): Axl Rose, Duff Mckagan, Izzy Stradlin, Steven Adler, Slash, Elliot JonesOther Friends: Tory Sailim (childhood best friend, minimal contract), Eddie Samson (Ex, childhood best friend), Derrick Nilsson (penpal), Dave MustainePets: Cat, Cookie (cookie cutter), don't ask)Bosses: N/AEnemy(s): Lars Ulrich (Metallica), Vince Neil (Mötley Crüe), Jamie Stan (Ex friend)Why Are They Their Enemy(s)?:Lars- Started as a joke. Hayden jokingly said that Lars had the drumming skills of a 5 year old front of Lars Ulrich and the rest of Metallica, feud started from there. Lars threatened Hayden, ended up in a fist fight. Hayden hates Lars, Lars hates Hayden.Vince- Vince tried to steal his (at the time) girlfriend. They're more like friendemiesJamie- Hayden's childhood friend. Jamie was always a bitch but Hayden was a lonely kid and found comfort in any person that gave him the slightest bit of attention. Jamie was one of the only people he told about his plans to run away (the rest being Elliot, Derrick and his brother), he trusted Jamie with his life. He told Jamie that he was going to take the train over to the nearest city to his penpals house to figure things out. All that trust was broken when Hayden's parents showed up to the train station looking for Hayden. He never spoke to Jamie ever again. Jamie did send him a letter saying that she never believed Hayden's stories of getting abused.
APPEARANCE AND OTHERS
Species: HumanEthnicity: SwedishEye Color: Dark brownHair Color: Dirty blonde but dyed dark brownHair Styles: Usually just let down. He teases it for showsSkin Tone: PorcelainMakeup: He only wears smudged out eyeliner and the occasional lipstick. (Duff makes him wear it)Build: Toned-ishHeight: 5'11Weight: 67 kgBust Size: N/AFacial Hair: None, some days just a bit of stubbleTattoos: HerePiercings: eyebrow (left), snake bites, septum, tongue, ear lobesShoe Size: 7Birthmarks and Scars: SLIGHT TW
HEALTH AND MENTAL
Health Level: 7/10Energy Level: 4/10 - 7/10Memory: Terrible/ehAllergies: NoneDisabilities: Double jointed fingers (more to weird than a dissability LMAO)Health Problems: Liver failure (in the future)Medications: Valium, fluoxetine (prozac)Phobias: Spiders, dark tight spacesAddictions: Cocaine, weed, alcoholMental Disorders/Illness: Panic disorder, anxiety, depression, PTSD, BPDSmoker: YesDrinker: YesDrug Use: Yes
STYLE AND GROOMING
Usual Style: 80's rocker + your average metal loverHow They Style Their Clothes: Quite basic, layersGrooming: Usually just combs his hair to tame it and puts it up in a ponytail if it gets in the way. He teases his hair for shows and stuffWardrobe (Describe Their Closet): -insert album that i'll make later-Accessories: Piercings, ringsGood Luck Charm: N/APosture: A bit of a slouch but fixes it something
HABITS AND MANNERISMS
•He bounces his leg a lot, picks at his skin, and gets really shaky when he's nervous or anxious.•He stutters a lot, no specific triggers, but he'll stutter out of the blue for a good few minutes.• He doesn't gesture a lot when he speaks, his arms stay too his side or pick at his fingers.• Bites his lip until it bleeds if he's trying to hold in feelings or getting forced to do things he doesn't want to. (Like when you really wanna call your mom a bitch but you can't)• Digs his nails into his palms when he's angry.• Avoids eye contact when he can.• His right hand (wrist) twitches randomly.
MOOD
What Mood Would You Catch Them In: Tranquility. Only when he's sober though. If he's not sober, he's either full of rage or trying to get in your pants. Silly guyAttitude: He's very snappy and defensive. He doesn't have much of a filter, he just says whatever comes to mind. He knows when to be well mannered during certain occasions but he just hates it. In a way, it's him going against every single "manner and attitude" rule his parents gave him as a kid. He's sarcastic as fuck, like he's REALLY sarcastic.Mood Stability: It fluctuates so easilyExpressiveness: He's not very expressive with words. He finds it awkward to try and express himself through speaking so he'll either start showing it physically or write it downHow Are They When Happy: He's like a puppy when he's happy. Grinning and smirking. He always tries to contain himself but every time he thinks of that thing that makes him happy, a smile will immediately creep up on his face without any warning.How Are They When Sad: He'll isolate himself for days. Not just physically, but he'll retract himself from everyone emotionally, again, he finds it impossible to express himself. He drinks himself to sleep so he doesn't wallow in felt pity. He'd rather fall asleep high and drunk instead of sad and angry.How Are They When Angry: Hayden acts on it with no hesitation. If he's pissed you'll know, he'll be punching and screamingNote to Any Other Moods They Are In: N/A
ITEMS AND THINGS
Accessories: Piercings, ringsGood Luck Charm: N/APrized Possession: Guitar
SEX AND RELATIONSHIPS
Lovers: Duff Mckagan, Tory SailimMarital Status: Not marriedSex Life: It was pretty slow in the late 70's and early 80's but skyrocketed after GNR started to develop.Their Type: Rockers, long hair, willing to take risks. Preferably men, but doesn't give a fuck about gender.Green Flags In Partners: HANDS. Praising, knows how to play an instrument, respsectfulRed Flags In Partners: Trumpies, bigots, anyone that enjoys rave musicForm of Affection: Physical touch
CAREER AND EDUCATION
Occupation: Fast food register worker (70's) Musician (late 70's+)Qualifications: N/ADegree(s): N/AUniversity: N/AHigh School: KatedralskolanPrimary School: Elsa Brändströms skola KlostergatanGrades: Terrible. C's and D's, sometimes B'sIntelligence: Math and science smart? 4/10Clubs: N/ARank In Workplace: N/AWork Ethic: i'll figure this out later (N/A)Income: 50kFunds: N/A
IDEOLOGIES
Religion: No specific religion, born catholicMorals: Equality, respect when respected, empathyMotivation: Hayden has a lack of motivation. Since he was a kid he found little that motivated him. He grew up with no aim, no goal. Until he left Sweden, made good friends, started a band. Then he realised how many people were just like him, the lack of motivation to get through life. It was at that point in life where he decided that his motivation was the thought of people looking up to him, wether that was musically, emotionally, or mentally. To give people a sense of joy amongst a world where there was nothing to be joyous about, trhough music ofc. How cheesyPriorities: Friends, music, drugs. In that order.Crime Record: Aggravated assault, credit card fraud, disorderly conduct, shoplifting, vandalismPolitical Party: N/AOther Political Ideals: Trump can suck itEtiquette: Polite when he absolutely has to. Just because you're a person with more "higher power" doesn't mean you get special treatment from Hayden, get fuckeedInfluences: Jimmy page, Brad Whitford, Jeffrey Dunn, Bobby SteeleSuperstitions: N/A
HOPES, DREAMS, AND FAILURES
Dream Career: MusicianDesires/Wants: N/AAccomplishments: Escaped Sweden, cut contact with family, joined a bandGreatest Achievement: Escaped his abusive household. Became the worlds most loved guitarist in the 80's-90'sBiggest Failure: Leaving guns n roses during an episode and having to beg Axl to let him re join for a year straightSecrets: Hayden has BPD (secret gets revealed to Axl)Regrets: Not marrying DuffWorries: If his parents are still looking for him or if they have more children and treated them just as bad as they treated Hayden and his brotherBest Memory(ies): The first time he came to LA. First time meeting duff, axl, slash, izzy and steven. Kissing Duff for the first time. When he came out to the world and they accepted him. Our little gay boyWorst Memories: TW
FAVORITES
Colors: RedAnimals: CatsMythological Creatures: PhoenixPlaces: Sunset stripFoods: SpaghettiDrinks: Manhattan cocktail, whiskey cokeCharacters: BeetlejuiceGenre: HorrorBooks: N/AMovies: Beetlejuice, ghostbustersGames: N/AShows: Scooby dooMusic: Metal, rockAlbum: Never Mind the Bollocks, Here's the Sex PistolsBands: Aerosmith led, bon jovi, venom, mayhem, morbid, black sabbath, slayer, Quiet Riot, queen, MJ, iron maiden,Songs: Freezing moon, hybrid moments, its my life
LEAST FAVORITES
Colors: Bright pinkAnimals: SpidersMythological Creatures: PegasusPlaces: N/AFoods: FishDrinks: Tequila with a dollop of mayonnaiseCharacters: N/AGenre: RomanceBooks: N/AMovies: N/AGames: N/AShows: N/AMusic: Whatever the fuck rave falls underAlbum: Coda Led ZeppelinBands: MotorheadSongs: N/A
SOUND, VOICE AND OTHERS
Accent: A very light swedish accent. Think Tobias Forge in his earlier days.Voice: Wirt, OTGW but if he had a bit of an accentSpeech Impediments: A litle lisp
OVERALL IMPRESSIONS
Overall Reputation: Terrible. Chaotic but with some sympathy. People eat it up thoughFirst Impressions: "This is a famous rockstar? He barely talks"